Shelly Reed Thieman
Burial
Here, at the foot of a bed of wild
flowers, a small bird with a chest
the color of sweet corn, its eyes
thrown open like windows.
I cup it in my hands, warm
it with wisps of breath,
whisper soft mantras
of safety, love, surrender.
It is not breathing you say
and I continue my benediction,
my quiet dirge of humming,
my crescendo of tears.
Wings sprout from my back.
I flap them, rise like the contrail
of an incense stick and slam
myself into a stained glass window.
The sun turns into a tangerine
and dusk swallows it whole.
You are not breathing you say
and lay me to rest in a bed
of stargazer lilies.