Jharna Choudhury
Body-Things
I am standing on the graveyard of your frenzy
for OO sizes.
I offer in flowers my _ _ & oo & _o breasts;
less, in kilograms, for your butcher heart.
You have killed me with your love
for milk-white textures, wider hips, popped lips,
mountains and fountains higher in climb;
adding to your adventure, my quiet asphyxiation.
When you turn to the other side of the bed;
stroking, staring at your phone,
my dark skin, petite hips, tiny lips
and other ordinary woman flesh screams
at the prosthetic women you so love as god’s perfect made.
I cry when you call me small
and test me as an experiment for a bigger future;
spitting at the minuscule earth cracking through me,
dreaming of some plastic body, dreaming of some infection.